Something that motivates me this month is that i know this novel wont be finished. ill finish the 50k odd words. Then December comes, and I’m actually very excited to edit and revise. Plus i visit home in January and plan to come home with at least a decent novel in my hands, even if i \m not close to finding a publisher. I know there’s alot of work ahead and I’m excited. I cant wait to print my story out and bind it and let cherished friends read it(however dark it is) and i cant wait to celebrate with writing friends.