When did the nights get so long.
When did my posts get so short.
When did these nightmares start?
All same as the last,
So many words to write before I can feel more
than a pathetic penniless writer.
Two many two am heartbreaks
Too many memories I can’t erase.
It’s way too hot in here.
Even with the fan on the highest setting.
I’m so scratchy uncomfortable in my bedding
Feels like bugs across my skin
And the only thing I get from god is,
Why aren’t you better?